Over Thanksgiving Break, I read I Must Betray You by Ruta Sepetys. This historical thriller is about Cristian Florescu, a seventeen-year-old boy who wants to become a writer in 1989 Romania. One day after school in October, an agent of the Securitate, or secret police, blackmails Cristian to become an informer because it was discovered that he has an American dollar bill. Cristian is initially convinced that his friend, Luca, broke his trust, but as the weeks go on, his confidence wavers when anyone, including those closest to you, can be an informer. While reporting on his target, Dan Van Dorn, the son of an American diplomat, Cristian decides to try to outsmart the agent with whom he meets. As other communist regimes fall in Europe and unrest grows in Romania, Cristian is determined to help bring down the tyrannical dictatorship of Nicolae Ceauşescu by revealing the truth through his notebook. Meanwhile, he pursues a relationship with Liliana Pavel, even as he hides the truth that he's an informer.
This book was absolutely amazing. It was full of suspense and plot twists that had me on the edge of my seat. I wasn't sure how it was going to end, but I was incredibly anxious that something terrible would happen to Cristian because the Securitate knew more about him than he realized according to the reports that were sprinkled throughout the novel. Despite that, I thought Cristian was very courageous for wanting to get his notebook to someone who could share it with the world and enjoyed his relationships with Liliana and Dan. I've long been familiar with Romania as a fan of their gymnastics team, but I thought it was so interesting reading a book that took place during its 1989 revolution. Cristian's story definitely sheds a light on what happened and why. I hadn't realized just how much fear and suffering there was in Romania because of Ceauşescu's dictatorship and it seemed terrifying. Although I had a couple unanswered questions when I finished reading the book, I was satisfied that the ending was hopeful. Overall, I Must Betray You is a must-read for anyone who likes stories about history that isn't as well known.